HYFR!
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all i’m seeing is strange clouds..
These feelings are things ive never experienced. Ive never felt.
Every moment is in slow-mo. And there’s ‘thinking music’ playing in the so-called background.
I’m wanting someone, anyone really. But i don’t want anyone around me. Yet i want her right by my side.
Take it to the head.
Damn near got my eyes closed..
I need something new. I need everything to be new.
Nothing is seeming to be IT.
How can i keep looking in the same places knowing i’m going to get the same answers? I fucking dont make any sense.
I’m familiar with what i used to know…. so i’ll always run back to it.
Now matter how much of the present slaps me in the face, i always seem to run back to the past. ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT.
You know what i really want? I just want to BE. But be WITH someone.
i hate being alone. It’s not right, but i feel useless without having someone. Without being in a relationship. Now aint that some shit.
I feel strong as hell, but im damn near incredible hulk status when i’m with a girl.
I guess the girl herself has a lot to do with me feeling that way…
How do i give like i do? Shit, WHY do i give like i do?
Family has proven to be the only damn thing/person that will forever remain constant. Family. (and that ONE)
The weakest ive felt has been when ive just wanted someone to hold my hand, just hold me. Just to know someone is there, and cares enough to embrace a broken heart. I dunno why i see that as being weak for me, but i do. Anyone else wanting those things is just cute.
I want people to read these words, but at the same time i don’t. This is the realest thing i’ve written, freakin typed, whatever… in a long time. There has been no thinking involved. I’ve simply just lettin my mind go and my fingers move across the keyboard. Why does it feel so good to press keys? Like i’m actually accomplishing anything….
I just want someone to want me….. in the same way i’m wanting them.
Send your blessing down on me now God, for i’m losing my focus and going astray on this once straight path……
YOU COULD DIE TODAY.
